Baby

I had a hard time getting into the spirit this year. I don't know why. I love Christmas, and I wasn't all bah humbug, but I just haven't been as excited as in the past. Then my heart broke this week. One of my dearest friends lost her baby at 16 weeks. Everyone was so excited that we were pregnant at the same time. (Her mother and my mother especially since they are best friends). I was sitting here getting ready to start registaring for baby stuff. Now I can't feel happy about it and get back into that mood... I will, I will get there again but my heart is broken, hurting. Please pray for them. I'll try and post some happy next week (like our christmas morning, it's going to exciting....).